Thursday, October 12, 2006

Symptoms (2)

Now let's have a look at the other extreme, which is the extreme in which Hamada can say nothing of his own, do nothing on his own, because every step he takes is not planned by him, every single thing he does is under heavy surveillance… Till Hamada has no personality, has no “ME” as long as he's under the wings of his wardens, and this ladies gentlemen, as normal as it seems, is really dangerous to society.

Let us have a closer look on the outcome of such paranormal suffocation, in the childhood then in the teenage years, then later on. A person that comes out from under such strict circumstances becomes mainly weak from the inside. He does not bear the essentials of a successful personality, simply because the disrespect he sees throughout his life to his opinions as well as his actions. He has always been repressed, always been wronged, all under the flag of, "We know what is better for you more than you know yourself."

There are actually several possible outcomes.

- Either Hamada becomes a silent whipping boy, always with his head down, afraid to face society, yet starts to have a fantasy world of his own and having a big risk of getting trapped there for life.

- Another possibility, he might become a nightmare, a menace to society, a non-flexible person starting to take revenge on everyone he meets, every poor person God places in Hamada's way is doomed one way or the other, that's generally in the cases of "childhood violent repressing" of Hamada.

- The third possibility is that as Hamada breaks loose of his wardens, he becomes the "all desireful" Hamada, wanting to taste everything in life that he's been deprived from, wanting nothing to tie him up to anything. "Enough suffocating," he thinks, "I just want to live…this life is suffocating.”

All the above three, do they have a hope of becoming a "We" person someday? Or will they all be trapped into their own world, the world that their minds created on their own for the sake of having a “Me” in the first place. This world they created with virtual walls, the walls that made them feel safe because all they received was, "You don't know what you're doing"; "We know your own good more than you." It is not necessary to directly say "You are wrong, you are a bad child." No. Just the feeling of the inability to do something interesting kills a child and makes him create his own world where he can do lots of interesting things to a lot of interesting people, only those people are not real.

Hamada grows up being trapped in an infinite loop of "Me", because he never felt his "Me" under the wings of his parents. And as he breaks loose he finds it the biggest goal of his life; "Me", and it's not his fault, it's human nature.

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